What to be, what not to be?

Seriously, I don't get it O_O....what to be, what not to be? DUH!

Yes, I have a male friend which I can say, close friend as we always text each other and such. To be aware we are not into lovey-dovey things. BUT, duh..well, I know it's seems impossible for guy and a girl to be close friends.  Yes, I did read how it stated in Islam. I do acknowledge it. But, as long we are far, I mean far from vices, any sort of immoral acts between us, I think it's alright to be friends.

Well, one thing that I noticed, if we were getting along yesterday, today he will showed up as if we are two strangers. Huh?? sorry I don't get it. Men, please do explain to me your men codes please. Really, there is nothing more I would ask from him, just stop messing with my head.

Why I'm with INTERNET relationship:

1.  A friendship over the internet may sounds cheesy..yeah you can't trust people over here..bla, bla, well DUH, for me it internet just a freaking medium for us to connect. Yes, we might hide ourselves, how ugly we are behind this screen. And people have no idea how he/she  is actually. But for people like me, this is one of the ways that I can be honest to what my heart wanna say. What I really wanna say in real life, but no one wanna listen to me, no one cares and I don't have guts to say it out loud. Yes, I admit, been into a series of internet relationships before with guys all over the world. Don't blame me, I'm just being honest :P They just fallen in love with my personality, uh what can I say about it? <.< LMAO that was just off topic, focus Naqi! Don't get flatter all by yourself. Of course it didn't work out, LDR (long distance relationship) are not for me. Can't deal with that.

2. Nothing is impossible (running out of PROs idea)

Anyway, what I wanna stress out here, internet friendship, internet relationship CAN work out, it can be real if we have the effort to make it real. It's up to us how we gonna make it real or not. Otherwise, don't hope Harry Potter would drop at your house with an acceptance letter to Hogwards. Eh, that's not real kids. Please stop dreaming about it....even tho I was once ago.


Why I'm against INTERNET relationship:

Obvious reason why (look up)

2.  Well, there is a case, where this guy cheated on his real-life girlfriend with internet girlfriends...yes, GIRLFRIENDSS. I think this happened a lot. No surprise, I bet he just bored with his real-life girlfriend and was looking for alternative.

3. STALKER. Do I need to explain moareeee? O_O

4. She/He might be your teacher?! who knows? ew.

5. This is very serious, it happened in my country while ago. Well, a few girls were cheated and trapped by African guys (no offence..I'm not racist person but this is true) , they gave false info about themselves and tricked these girls to fall in love with them...tup tap tup, they asked them to move in and babeh, please carry my luggage for meh. What worse, they put drugs inside the luggage bags that were carried by those girls at airport, which they had no idea what was inside the bags.  And boom they get caught for crime that they didn't even do it. Scary isn't it?


<.< urm too many CONS.

I don't get it

Anyway, just be careful about internet relationship, just don't get caught. XD

HambaNya

Bagus semakin rajin nak update blog ni, sesi luahan perasaan pun bolee. Dua hari lepas macam-macam jadi, entah kenapa perlu berbalah tentang sesuatu perkara yang belum diterangkan. Agaknya macam ni lah dugaan orang nak berdakwah. Terbayang kesusahan Rasullullah S.A.W zaman dulu, dicaci, dihina dan macam-macam lagi untuk menyampaikan dakwah. Ini baru sikit. Teringat satu artikel, jika seseorang itu sedang marah, hendaklah kita diam. Ye la, api dengan api..nanti lagi terbakar. Bagiku, orang yang mengalah tu lagi mulia dari orang yang cuba nak menang dalam satu pertengkaran. Sebab orang yang mengalah itu, mengalah sebab tak nak gaduh panjang-panjang dan nak selamatkan keadaan dan persahabatan. Mengalah itu satu kemenangan. Sekarang baru aku nak faham maksud tu.



‎(Pada hari kiamat kelak) orang yang bersahabat saling bermusuhan di antara satu sama lain, 


kecuali orang-orang yang bertaqwa." (al-Zukhruf:67)







Kepada yang telah berjaya untuk mengalah, tahniah ku ucapkan. Aku sendiri belum terdaya nak berbuat demikian. Ego dalam hati masih perlu ditawan dan ditundukkan. Maaf la, hanya insan biasa, terlalu banyak keburukan dan kekurangan dalam diri. Setiap malam aku berfikir dan cuba mengenal diri sendiri, dan melihat keburukkan ku sendiri. Dan setiap itulah, terasa sebak dalam hati bila mengenang kembali dosa-dosa yang lepas. Tak sangka Allah S.W.T masih sayangkan aku, Dia telah membawa aku ke jalanNya kembali sebelum aku terus hanyut dengan dunia ni. Allah S.W.T akan mendakap orang yang ingin rapat dengannya. Itu aku amat pasti. Walau dilanda ombak, ribut dalam hati, namun kini aku tak merasa kesepian lagi kerana aku tahu Dia ada disampingku. :) Aku juga sedang jatuh cinta padaNya. Harap-harap Dia menerima cintaku dan menerimaku sebagai hambaNya.

Bila la nak pakai tudung labuh ni. Sudah ada niat tapi, perangai kena ubah dulu kot. lol 

Life as we know it

We are driving, a long road ahead, endless journey waiting for us, waiting to discover. Once a while we turned around, looking back and see what we had been through so far. Sometimes, we gotta stop in the middle of the road, probably our vehicle broke down, or something slowing us down but for any reason, we stopped. Then, sometimes we can't go on, we need to take a step back to see what we missed so far while we were driving this long. Yes, it does procrastinating us for a while but come to think about it, seeing what we had gone through this far, teaches us which way we should take ahead. 

And so we carry on our journey, we are slowing down our ride because we have no idea and doubt is this the way that we wanted? Are we on the right road? So we doubt about it, looking for any clues behind. This is madness, we said it to ourselves. That was what we choose but now we are not sure anymore. But don't be afraid, keep going even tho it's a slow ride but we will get to the destination somehow. Look around, see what we can get from it. Because our journey might ended before we even know it, before we can reach our destination. 

Ireland

p/s: you might wanna grab someone to accompany you in your journey >.o

Kehilangan & Pencarian

Kehilangan, rasanya semua pernah mengalaminya..tak kira hilang kunci ke, hilang buku ke..but apa yang dimaksudkan ialah perasaan kehilangan, and dilihat sebagai satu dugaan dariNya kepada kita. Aku mula mengenal perasaan kehilangan yang teramat sangat bila nenek yang aku kenal dan tinggal sebumbung, yang telah mengasuh dan membesarkan, mengambil alih tugas seorang ibu, telah pergi berjumpa dengan penciptanya. Allah S.W.T takkan bagi beban kepada kita kalau kita tak boleh menangggungnya, dan alhamdullillah aku tabah setakat ini dan harapnya di masa hadapan aku lebih tabah. 

Well, semalam aku pergi wayang layan citer Nur Kasih The Movie dengan mama, ajak Akmal, dia tak nak pergi sebab dah janji dengan kawan dia..and bla bla..*rolls eyes* sebab hari ni dia dah masuk matrik Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang, so, last night nak hang out dengan sekutu-kutunya la. So, ajak la mama aku, selamber pergi tengok...dibelinya dia packet tissue, kononnya sedih la nak tengok nanti sebab kawan dia dah pergi tengok. Nak tergelak aku dengan kak olah ni. Bila masuk je, 10 minit yang pertama aku dah dengan sob sob kat atas..oh btw, kitorg duduk seat paling depan cuz dah lewat masa beli tiket..jenuh melangut mama aku..hahah kesian lak tengok dia..and what can i say about this film..banyak isu yang menunjukkan pasal kehilangan...aku rasa kebanyakkan paham plotnya, sebab semua pernah melaluinya suatu ketika...semasa Adam berdoa, ambillah apa pun, tapi jangan ambil nyawa isterinya, Nur, tetiba aku teringat..aku selalu berdoa dalam hati macam tu....Ya Allah, ambil la apa pun...jangan bagi aku fail exam! hahaha...punya la kecut perut sampai macam tu tapi its true sebab education is everything these days. 

Dulu, masa nenek aku masih hidup dan mama dah telefon cakap dia tak sihat, orang dah baca yassin..I refused to believe that shes gonna go...aku pulak terhempas pulas siapkan kerja supaya boleh balik awal jumpa dia..dalam fikiran aku dah terbayang nak beli kain untuk buat baju kedah kat dia..nak tanya dia, kain apa dia suka...memang tak sempat. Aku tak sempat jumpa dia buat kali terakhir memang terkilan and if God wanna grant me with one wish, I'll wish that I would see her again even if its just for a while..just to have my last moment with her. Tapi, yang pergi tetap pergi dan tak akan kembali. I get that. Aku selalu fikir yang dia just pergi dulu, dan aku akan menyusul kemudian hari. Semua akan kembali kepada penciptanya suatu hari nanti but no one ever know when. It could be tonight, could be tomorrow. Aku cuma harap sebelum sampai masa aku, aku dah kerjakan tanggungjawab aku sebagai anak, insyallah isteri and ibu and nenek..or (fill in the blank) Talk about that, aku cakap kat mama..mama, tolong la cari sorang kat kak long..sesiapa je la tapi nak yang kuat iman..macam imam muda ka? mama cakap balik, ceh sendiri cari la ye..zaman sekarang semua cari sendiri..T.T dah kena penampor sedaih kat muka. hahaha..dia tak kesah pun sangat..tapi hari ni dia pesan kat Akmal, mama nak yang pakai tudung ye..yang lain mama tak mau. Ambik ko Akmal..hehehe. 

Hati masih mencari-cari..ibarat magnet kutub utara mencari magnet kutub selatan rasanya. Hai susah nak bertemu cinta yang sebenar-benarnya cinta. Entah la aku pun tak tahu apa yang aku cari. Sesusah nak paham diri sendiri, apatah lagi nak faham orang. Insyallah, aku akan bertemu jua dengan jodohku suatu hari kelak..nak cari macam Adam boleh? wooot! apa-apa pun, suka gila lagu-lagu OST Nur Kasih

Beer without alcohol it's like cendol without air gula melaka.

Taken from a website called The Alcohol Free Shop, 

ingredients:Purest Mineral Water, Barley Malt, Wheat, Hops

example of beer non alcohol

lol....just to make a clear comparison between those. Well, as from what I had understand about it..beer is beer and soda is soda....beer have alcohol and soda doesn't have...i think it's clear enough for everyone..but not anymore. In this state of confusion, there were beers without alcohol?? LOL...hmm, probably they were trying to attract Muslims so that we could drink beer...what is it? Maybe they were trying to fool us? I have no idea...let see what does it says about ruling in drinking beer or beer without alcohol..It was taken from a website:  http://www.islamqa.com/en/ref/33763

It is essential to differentiate between the two kinds of beer: 

The first is the intoxicating beer that is sold in some countries. This beer is khamr (an intoxicant) and it is haraam to sell it, buy it and drink it. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Every intoxicant is khamr and every intoxicant is haraam.” Narrated by Muslim, 2003. 

It is haraam to drink a lot or a little of it, even a single drop, because the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whatever intoxicates in large quantities, a little of it is haraam.” Narrated by al-Tirmidhi, 1865; classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in Saheeh al-Tirmidhi. 

The second type is beer that is not intoxicating, either because it is completely free of alcohol, or because it contains a minuscule amount of alcohol that does not reach the level of causing intoxication no matter how much a person drinks of it. The scholars have ruled that this is permissible. 

Shaykh Ibn ‘Uthaymeen said: 

The beer that is on sale in our marketplaces [in Saudi Arabia] is all halaal, because it has been inspected by the officials and is completely free of alcohol. The basic principle concerning all kinds of food, drink and clothing is that they are permissible until and unless proof is established that they are haraam. Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning): 

“He it is Who created for you all that is on earth”

[al-Baqarah 2:29] 

So if anyone says, this drink is haraam, or this food is haraam, or this garment is haraam, say to him, Bring your proof. If he brings proof then we should do whatever is indicated by the proof. If he does not bring proof, then his words are to be rejected, because Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning): 

“He it is Who created for you all that is on earth”

[al-Baqarah 2:29] 

Everything in this world Allaah has created for us. This general meaning is confirmed by the word jamee’an (translated here as “all”). And Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning): 

“while He has explained to you in detail what is forbidden to you” [al-An’aam 6:119] 

So if something is haraam, there should be a clear and detailed indication that it is haraam. If there is no such proof then it is not haraam. The beer that is to be found in our markets here in the Land of the Two Holy Sanctuaries (Saudi Arabia) is all halaal and there is no doubt concerning that in sha Allaah. 

We do not think that any alcoholic content in a thing makes it haraam, rather if something contains a percentage of alcohol which will make a person intoxicated if he drinks it, then it is haraam. But if the amount is miniscule and does not have any effect, then it is halaal.  

Some people think that the words of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him), “Whatever intoxicates in large quantities, a little of it is haraam”, mean that if a small percentage of an intoxicant is mixed with a large amount of a substance that is not intoxicating, then it is haraam. This is a misunderstanding of the hadeeth. “Whatever intoxicates in large quantities, a little of it is haraam” means that if a lot of something will cause intoxication, and a little of it will not cause intoxication, then a lot or a little are both haraam, because you may drink a little that does not cause intoxication, then you may be tempted to drink more and become intoxicated. But if something is mixed with alcohol but the alcohol is a small amount and does not have any effect, then it is halaal and does not come under the ruling of this hadeeth. 

Al-Baab al-Maftooh, 3/381-382.

Alcohol or not...we've seen enough many of us drink it, whether it's in public or not..it doesn't matter to them. But please, you already know it's haraam..so butt off from the drink it or any of it...bye :)

Men men manly men

So today I'm gonna talk about men! geez boys *rolls eyes* ugh..tenangkan jiwa yang sedang lara..*letak tangan atas dada, mata pandang atas* -.-'' sangat annoying! (semalam gaduh dgn encik sebab tu dia rasa annoying sekarang). Ok, nak kata aku ada banyak pengalaman bercinta, tak jugak..tapi rasanya aku tau perangai mereka bila bercinta..hairan kenapa lelaki susah nak detect bila seseorang perempuan itu merajuk, perlukan pujukan, separa marah *actually tak marah lagi* and so on and on..*malas dah nak tulis*. Bila perempuan tetiba rasa sentap sikit, jangan la gi tambah lagi faktor yang dia boleh nak sentap lebih-lebih..keep it cool la or just say nothing at all. Bila ada makwe yang tersangat sensitive, ego and cepat melenting *baik tinggal je pompuan ne* and kita nak sangat-sangat kat dia, kena la handle dia dengan cara delicate. Perempuan yang macam ni sama la dengan kulit yang sensitif.

sanggup ke nak letak? 

Kalau korang ada kulit sensitif, mesti la korang jaga dengan rapi kan? supaya tak gatal-gatal dan pedih-pedih. Ni kalau korang biarkan kulit tu, siap gosok dengan kasar-kasar lagi..lagi la dia irritated.

Sila guna berus dawai untuk mendapatkan kulit licin yang optimum

btw, salah perempuan tu jugak, sensitif sangat, but ofc she cant help it :P and that guy is sensitive too. so sensitive and sensitive pkailah SENSODYNE! 

Life is soo sucks so im back for blogging ~winks~

Wow, lama dah tak tulis dalam blog aku ni, rasa macam...macam, baru blik dari suatu tempat yang jauh...perasaan tu la, pabila lama tak menjenguk rumah di kampung..ceh hyperbola pulak ko ni. Actually dah lama nak update blog but hajat tidak kesampaian..kenapa? M A L A S. Pernah suatu ketika ditegur oleh my bestie bish a.k.a Lily Natrah yang cantek sikit..(<.< dia kata aku kiah ronggeng dalam blog dia) :

Lily: Naper tak update blog ko yang dah lama bersawang

Aku: ehhh..hmmm *berfikir panjang but actually tak pikir apa pun* ntah...malas

Lily: ceh *hilang kata-kata*

so, since aku baru bangun dari tidur yang panjang dan meletihkan (dah nak dekat maghrib kot!) Sebab semalam aku tidur tak betul-betul tidur..you know what i mean? It's like ko tidur kejap and 2 hours later ko bangun buat 500 soalan buku undang2 sebab esok ko kena ambik ujian berkomputer..and ko buat 10 soalan..mata ko dah juling and tidur atas buku. Sepanjang hidup aku selama 20 tahun dan 8 bulan ni, aku tak pernah study sampai buku tertidur atas muka aku. So meaning, sangat bosan! duh.. Bila tengok je soalan2 tu, mata aku dah tak leh tahan dah. Well, ironically everything went well on zee next day. 

Lagi 6 hari aku akan start internship kt satu firm architect which is, when i think about it..ill get really really nervous...porticooooo parasempreeee..*ayat yang lily suka sebut time kitorng nak hafal History of Architecture* DUH! speaking of exam...aku sangat risau dengan markah mandarin..my mandarin paper. Kepada lecturer yang mengajar aku bahasa cina *tengok punya teruk budak ni, nama lecturer pun lupa!* Ni mang ma? wo pu mang..ni ne? ehhhh bukan..cuma nak cakap..sorry sangat2 sebab selalu ponteng kelas waktu2 kelas dah nak habis.. bukannya apa..studio punya pasal *alih2 salahkan studio jugak* 

And, tadi aku ada tengok citer . . . Dalam Botol....urmm heeee haaaaa <.< well, at the first part, tahniah kepada Arja Lee kerana membuatkan aku tersangat geli..lakonan yang bagus! shabas bette`! Tak sia-sia ko cetuskan gossip hot dalam campus USM..eh..ada aku kesah pasal gossip? ewww awww excuse mehh..im not a gossip girl, unlike someone out there :P aku dengar je..*well dengar tu pun dah salah* But my point is, we are HUMAN..we tend to make mistakes..:P 

Hari ni kita kata kat orang..mana tahu esok orang kata kat kita balik..So, marilah kita renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal.. Bye.