Kehilangan & Pencarian

Kehilangan, rasanya semua pernah mengalaminya..tak kira hilang kunci ke, hilang buku ke..but apa yang dimaksudkan ialah perasaan kehilangan, and dilihat sebagai satu dugaan dariNya kepada kita. Aku mula mengenal perasaan kehilangan yang teramat sangat bila nenek yang aku kenal dan tinggal sebumbung, yang telah mengasuh dan membesarkan, mengambil alih tugas seorang ibu, telah pergi berjumpa dengan penciptanya. Allah S.W.T takkan bagi beban kepada kita kalau kita tak boleh menangggungnya, dan alhamdullillah aku tabah setakat ini dan harapnya di masa hadapan aku lebih tabah. 

Well, semalam aku pergi wayang layan citer Nur Kasih The Movie dengan mama, ajak Akmal, dia tak nak pergi sebab dah janji dengan kawan dia..and bla bla..*rolls eyes* sebab hari ni dia dah masuk matrik Kolej Mara Kuala Nerang, so, last night nak hang out dengan sekutu-kutunya la. So, ajak la mama aku, selamber pergi tengok...dibelinya dia packet tissue, kononnya sedih la nak tengok nanti sebab kawan dia dah pergi tengok. Nak tergelak aku dengan kak olah ni. Bila masuk je, 10 minit yang pertama aku dah dengan sob sob kat atas..oh btw, kitorg duduk seat paling depan cuz dah lewat masa beli tiket..jenuh melangut mama aku..hahah kesian lak tengok dia..and what can i say about this film..banyak isu yang menunjukkan pasal kehilangan...aku rasa kebanyakkan paham plotnya, sebab semua pernah melaluinya suatu ketika...semasa Adam berdoa, ambillah apa pun, tapi jangan ambil nyawa isterinya, Nur, tetiba aku teringat..aku selalu berdoa dalam hati macam tu....Ya Allah, ambil la apa pun...jangan bagi aku fail exam! hahaha...punya la kecut perut sampai macam tu tapi its true sebab education is everything these days. 

Dulu, masa nenek aku masih hidup dan mama dah telefon cakap dia tak sihat, orang dah baca yassin..I refused to believe that shes gonna go...aku pulak terhempas pulas siapkan kerja supaya boleh balik awal jumpa dia..dalam fikiran aku dah terbayang nak beli kain untuk buat baju kedah kat dia..nak tanya dia, kain apa dia suka...memang tak sempat. Aku tak sempat jumpa dia buat kali terakhir memang terkilan and if God wanna grant me with one wish, I'll wish that I would see her again even if its just for a while..just to have my last moment with her. Tapi, yang pergi tetap pergi dan tak akan kembali. I get that. Aku selalu fikir yang dia just pergi dulu, dan aku akan menyusul kemudian hari. Semua akan kembali kepada penciptanya suatu hari nanti but no one ever know when. It could be tonight, could be tomorrow. Aku cuma harap sebelum sampai masa aku, aku dah kerjakan tanggungjawab aku sebagai anak, insyallah isteri and ibu and nenek..or (fill in the blank) Talk about that, aku cakap kat mama..mama, tolong la cari sorang kat kak long..sesiapa je la tapi nak yang kuat iman..macam imam muda ka? mama cakap balik, ceh sendiri cari la ye..zaman sekarang semua cari sendiri..T.T dah kena penampor sedaih kat muka. hahaha..dia tak kesah pun sangat..tapi hari ni dia pesan kat Akmal, mama nak yang pakai tudung ye..yang lain mama tak mau. Ambik ko Akmal..hehehe. 

Hati masih mencari-cari..ibarat magnet kutub utara mencari magnet kutub selatan rasanya. Hai susah nak bertemu cinta yang sebenar-benarnya cinta. Entah la aku pun tak tahu apa yang aku cari. Sesusah nak paham diri sendiri, apatah lagi nak faham orang. Insyallah, aku akan bertemu jua dengan jodohku suatu hari kelak..nak cari macam Adam boleh? wooot! apa-apa pun, suka gila lagu-lagu OST Nur Kasih

Beer without alcohol it's like cendol without air gula melaka.

Taken from a website called The Alcohol Free Shop, 

ingredients:Purest Mineral Water, Barley Malt, Wheat, Hops

example of beer non alcohol

lol....just to make a clear comparison between those. Well, as from what I had understand about it..beer is beer and soda is soda....beer have alcohol and soda doesn't have...i think it's clear enough for everyone..but not anymore. In this state of confusion, there were beers without alcohol?? LOL...hmm, probably they were trying to attract Muslims so that we could drink beer...what is it? Maybe they were trying to fool us? I have no idea...let see what does it says about ruling in drinking beer or beer without alcohol..It was taken from a website:  http://www.islamqa.com/en/ref/33763

It is essential to differentiate between the two kinds of beer: 

The first is the intoxicating beer that is sold in some countries. This beer is khamr (an intoxicant) and it is haraam to sell it, buy it and drink it. The Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Every intoxicant is khamr and every intoxicant is haraam.” Narrated by Muslim, 2003. 

It is haraam to drink a lot or a little of it, even a single drop, because the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him) said: “Whatever intoxicates in large quantities, a little of it is haraam.” Narrated by al-Tirmidhi, 1865; classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in Saheeh al-Tirmidhi. 

The second type is beer that is not intoxicating, either because it is completely free of alcohol, or because it contains a minuscule amount of alcohol that does not reach the level of causing intoxication no matter how much a person drinks of it. The scholars have ruled that this is permissible. 

Shaykh Ibn ‘Uthaymeen said: 

The beer that is on sale in our marketplaces [in Saudi Arabia] is all halaal, because it has been inspected by the officials and is completely free of alcohol. The basic principle concerning all kinds of food, drink and clothing is that they are permissible until and unless proof is established that they are haraam. Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning): 

“He it is Who created for you all that is on earth”

[al-Baqarah 2:29] 

So if anyone says, this drink is haraam, or this food is haraam, or this garment is haraam, say to him, Bring your proof. If he brings proof then we should do whatever is indicated by the proof. If he does not bring proof, then his words are to be rejected, because Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning): 

“He it is Who created for you all that is on earth”

[al-Baqarah 2:29] 

Everything in this world Allaah has created for us. This general meaning is confirmed by the word jamee’an (translated here as “all”). And Allaah says (interpretation of the meaning): 

“while He has explained to you in detail what is forbidden to you” [al-An’aam 6:119] 

So if something is haraam, there should be a clear and detailed indication that it is haraam. If there is no such proof then it is not haraam. The beer that is to be found in our markets here in the Land of the Two Holy Sanctuaries (Saudi Arabia) is all halaal and there is no doubt concerning that in sha Allaah. 

We do not think that any alcoholic content in a thing makes it haraam, rather if something contains a percentage of alcohol which will make a person intoxicated if he drinks it, then it is haraam. But if the amount is miniscule and does not have any effect, then it is halaal.  

Some people think that the words of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him), “Whatever intoxicates in large quantities, a little of it is haraam”, mean that if a small percentage of an intoxicant is mixed with a large amount of a substance that is not intoxicating, then it is haraam. This is a misunderstanding of the hadeeth. “Whatever intoxicates in large quantities, a little of it is haraam” means that if a lot of something will cause intoxication, and a little of it will not cause intoxication, then a lot or a little are both haraam, because you may drink a little that does not cause intoxication, then you may be tempted to drink more and become intoxicated. But if something is mixed with alcohol but the alcohol is a small amount and does not have any effect, then it is halaal and does not come under the ruling of this hadeeth. 

Al-Baab al-Maftooh, 3/381-382.

Alcohol or not...we've seen enough many of us drink it, whether it's in public or not..it doesn't matter to them. But please, you already know it's haraam..so butt off from the drink it or any of it...bye :)

Men men manly men

So today I'm gonna talk about men! geez boys *rolls eyes* ugh..tenangkan jiwa yang sedang lara..*letak tangan atas dada, mata pandang atas* -.-'' sangat annoying! (semalam gaduh dgn encik sebab tu dia rasa annoying sekarang). Ok, nak kata aku ada banyak pengalaman bercinta, tak jugak..tapi rasanya aku tau perangai mereka bila bercinta..hairan kenapa lelaki susah nak detect bila seseorang perempuan itu merajuk, perlukan pujukan, separa marah *actually tak marah lagi* and so on and on..*malas dah nak tulis*. Bila perempuan tetiba rasa sentap sikit, jangan la gi tambah lagi faktor yang dia boleh nak sentap lebih-lebih..keep it cool la or just say nothing at all. Bila ada makwe yang tersangat sensitive, ego and cepat melenting *baik tinggal je pompuan ne* and kita nak sangat-sangat kat dia, kena la handle dia dengan cara delicate. Perempuan yang macam ni sama la dengan kulit yang sensitif.

sanggup ke nak letak? 

Kalau korang ada kulit sensitif, mesti la korang jaga dengan rapi kan? supaya tak gatal-gatal dan pedih-pedih. Ni kalau korang biarkan kulit tu, siap gosok dengan kasar-kasar lagi..lagi la dia irritated.

Sila guna berus dawai untuk mendapatkan kulit licin yang optimum

btw, salah perempuan tu jugak, sensitif sangat, but ofc she cant help it :P and that guy is sensitive too. so sensitive and sensitive pkailah SENSODYNE! 

Life is soo sucks so im back for blogging ~winks~

Wow, lama dah tak tulis dalam blog aku ni, rasa macam...macam, baru blik dari suatu tempat yang jauh...perasaan tu la, pabila lama tak menjenguk rumah di kampung..ceh hyperbola pulak ko ni. Actually dah lama nak update blog but hajat tidak kesampaian..kenapa? M A L A S. Pernah suatu ketika ditegur oleh my bestie bish a.k.a Lily Natrah yang cantek sikit..(<.< dia kata aku kiah ronggeng dalam blog dia) :

Lily: Naper tak update blog ko yang dah lama bersawang

Aku: ehhh..hmmm *berfikir panjang but actually tak pikir apa pun* ntah...malas

Lily: ceh *hilang kata-kata*

so, since aku baru bangun dari tidur yang panjang dan meletihkan (dah nak dekat maghrib kot!) Sebab semalam aku tidur tak betul-betul tidur..you know what i mean? It's like ko tidur kejap and 2 hours later ko bangun buat 500 soalan buku undang2 sebab esok ko kena ambik ujian berkomputer..and ko buat 10 soalan..mata ko dah juling and tidur atas buku. Sepanjang hidup aku selama 20 tahun dan 8 bulan ni, aku tak pernah study sampai buku tertidur atas muka aku. So meaning, sangat bosan! duh.. Bila tengok je soalan2 tu, mata aku dah tak leh tahan dah. Well, ironically everything went well on zee next day. 

Lagi 6 hari aku akan start internship kt satu firm architect which is, when i think about it..ill get really really nervous...porticooooo parasempreeee..*ayat yang lily suka sebut time kitorng nak hafal History of Architecture* DUH! speaking of exam...aku sangat risau dengan markah mandarin..my mandarin paper. Kepada lecturer yang mengajar aku bahasa cina *tengok punya teruk budak ni, nama lecturer pun lupa!* Ni mang ma? wo pu mang..ni ne? ehhhh bukan..cuma nak cakap..sorry sangat2 sebab selalu ponteng kelas waktu2 kelas dah nak habis.. bukannya apa..studio punya pasal *alih2 salahkan studio jugak* 

And, tadi aku ada tengok citer . . . Dalam Botol....urmm heeee haaaaa <.< well, at the first part, tahniah kepada Arja Lee kerana membuatkan aku tersangat geli..lakonan yang bagus! shabas bette`! Tak sia-sia ko cetuskan gossip hot dalam campus USM..eh..ada aku kesah pasal gossip? ewww awww excuse mehh..im not a gossip girl, unlike someone out there :P aku dengar je..*well dengar tu pun dah salah* But my point is, we are HUMAN..we tend to make mistakes..:P 

Hari ni kita kata kat orang..mana tahu esok orang kata kat kita balik..So, marilah kita renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal.. Bye.